the return....

I haven’t wrote in this journal in forever. But I figured out that it makes me feel; so much better when I do--- so im starting back!

I have met so many wonderful people since I have been here—especailly two girls that I know I will be down for life with (whooo deeee whooooooo) hahahah. Since I’ve been in Knoxville I have been at two extremes…I loved it and I’ve hated it…I wanted to leave…and now I can’t imagine how different my life would be if I really decided to transfer or something like that. Dahra and Idil have made my time up here some of the best times I will never ever forget…I have a great story from everyday up here that I know I will never forget. I never thought I would meet anyone as dumb as me---or should I say as “intellectually challenged” And when it comes to Dahra--- I never knew that I would find another girl that I could seriously spend every minute of everyday with and never fight/argue/get tiredof/whatever else bitches do….ha she is like my perfect friend match and its awesome…and not to mention she is a pretty good roomate---when she’s not beatingme up in my sleep!!!!!

Umm…me and anderson broke up and that’s sad…but I mean I guess everything in life happens for a reason--- but I’m chillin! Keeping my head up…

***Gotta let it do what it do baby***
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    Shake it off (remix)

Taken from another Journal...

You can ask me any 5 questions no matter how personal, inappropriate, dirty or random.

I promise to answer the questions 100% truthfully.

Repost this and see what people want to ask you.
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    tired tired

Stop Stressing... Read a Joke

A school teacher was doing a study testing the senses of first-graders using a bowl of lifesavers. She gave all the children the same kind of lifesavers, one at a time, and asked them to identify them by color and flavor. The children began to say "Red............Cherry" "Yellow........Lemon" "Green.........Lime" "Orange.......Orange"

Finally the teacher gave them all honey lifesavers. After eating them for a few moments, none of the children could identify the taste. "Well," she said, "I'll give you all a clue,it's what your mother may sometimes call your father."

One little girl looked up in horror, spit hers out and yelled, "OH MYGOD!!!!! Spit em out!!!

They're assholes!!!"
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    happy happy

This is Quick...

I made Whos Who Among Americas High School Students

Didnt Make UT Majorette

Got $26,000 from Spelman College and tutionis only $28,000 a year. So thats 2,000 a year on my parents part.

I'm Happily in love

And need to talk to Stacey...

Life gets more confusing everyday!!!

*If you're not living on the edge you're taking up too much space*
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    Hoe Sit Down

I love you boy...

Calling it a simple schoolgirl crush was like saying a Rolls Royce was a vehicle with four wheels, something like a hay wagon. She did not giggle wildly and blush when she saw him, nor did she chalk his name on trees or write it on the walls of the Kissing Bridge. She simply lived with his face in her heart all of the time, a kind of sweet, hurtful ache. She would have died for him. -Stephen King
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    T.I- ASAP

Right then, More than anything- I wanted Him...

I love you. But not in the way that I 'want to spend the rest of my life with you.' It's more of 'I don't know what I would do without you.' You're the epitome of everything I've ever searched for in another person and I don't know what I'm going to do when you're not there to make everything okay anymore. Who am I going to go to when I need someone to make me feel okay about the fact that I'm going to miss you more than anyone I've ever missed before? Who's going to make the fact that I just can't call you to tell you 'good-night' okay? I've never been this scared of losing someone.

Take a Second and understandCollapse )
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    Get Loose- Nelly and TI

Always say what's on your mind...

boy: i saw her today
girl: i saw him today
boy: it seems like its been forever
girl: i wonder if he still cares
boy: she looks better than before
girl: i couldnt stop staring at him
boy: i asked her how things were going
girl: i asked about his new girlfriend
boy: i'd choose her over any girl im with
girl: he's probably really happy right now
boy: i couldnt look at her without starting to cry
girl: he couldnt even look at me
boy: i told her i miss her
girl: he doesnt mean it
boy: i meant it
girl: he didnt mean it.
boy: i love her
girl: he loves his new girlfriend
boy: i held her for the last time
girl: he gave me a friendly hug
boy: then i went home and cried
girl: then i went home and cried
boy: i lost her
girl: i still love him.

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    Take me home- Terror Squad

who is your best friend?


Always there when you need her

beautiful and the silent bitchy type

has morals like me and dresses cute!!

***Leaving for the Liberty Bowl on Wednesday (every one better watch..Friday ESPN 2:30pm)...wont be home 'til 2005!!!
I hope everyones New Year's is fantasticly awesome!!! I know mine will be.****

***Me and Andy talked to each othe for 4000 Minutes last month...that's kinda a ton! So his mom took his phone this morning and we havent talked since... All day he hasnt fount a way to that fair? Or am i bugging? Ha or maybe he is ban from talking to me!!!***

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    Make it up with love- ATL

True Love Enjoys Opposites...

He loves to hate, she hates to love, lonely above
His dirty mind, she just stays clean and sober

True romance in joy opposites always is the case
When you only enjoy taking on all the colors that surround you

She's on the fence, he's on the ground, laid our face down
She takes so long, he's hanging on forever

True romance in joy opposites always is the case
When you only enjoy taking on all the colors that surround you

Any sign of life you might want to share with me tonight?
Oh, any sign of life you might want to share with me tonight?

He's always lost, she knows the way, softly he'll say,
"Can you bring me at your pace? Bring me at your place."

True romance in joy opposites always is the case
When you only enjoy taking on all the colors that surround you

True romance after all

True love in joy opposites always is the case.
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    Slow Jam Remix- Twista and R.Kelly